Sunday, November 25, 2007

Tearing Off My Mask; Expand or Remain a Zombie Floating In Between Realms...



i don't know why They give these 'fitness guru' jobs to us chumps.


i really don't.

for 25 years i've somehow masqueraded around this Outer World as some form or another as a type of fitness, or worse, a spiritual expert. of course, to some degree, i've perpetuated this guise; you know, the unmatched sport performance resume, the physique which houses a physiology and form that i can change on a dime, and my spiritual training and expression of Dharma protection and service. so yeah, i know full well what antics ilg is up to. fortunately, through it all i've never taught anything that i do not know by Direct Experience.

however, here is the Truth beyond the form and function and expression of ilg;
i know nothing.

so cavalierly,
so frequently
born are 'blogs' of so many 'personal trainers' and 'yoga teachers' and 'life coaches'.

by comparison?

their "Flash" software illusions on their websites,
their seeming Know-It-All 'knowledge' seems so,
so,
so impressive to my comparative lack of...
well,
Flash.

how many of these blogs would survive if "Subscription Only" was mandatory?
no ads.
no affiliates.
no nothing
save for the author's own Chi?

ilg wonders at the bravado of nearly everyone
and
why are so many
so more confident in the Outer World than i?

by Tibetan vow
ilg is only allowed to Teach...
...to Share
by these pre-requisites fashioned from my young exuberance so long ago;
1) Teach only what you know by Direct Experience
and
2) Teach only that which is kind,true, and helpful.


feeble ilg wonders;
what if every blog author did that?



here is what feeble ilg knows;

my cat at night,svelte as starlight seeping into my cells.
the chronic sting of multiDisciplined pain, constant yet immune to my rationale.
fan letters trickling into my humble Temple...a high mountain stream of chi throughout the decades
seeping like limestone moisture
into the crevices of my Soul
how am i to refuse Serving?
Flash or not?


PLEASE READ SLOWLY,
CLOSELY
LISTENING TO THE SILENCE BETWEEN YOUR LOGICAL COMPREHENSION BETWEEN THE WORDS;


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photo; coach in siddhasana, temple zendo.